I’m so fucking done with all of this shit. I don’t even want to be apart of this group anymore if this is seriously what it’s like. You’re all a bunch of fake people that don’t give a shit but your own fucking perfect lives. I’m not about that life.
I’m done with this whole not feeling accepted by other people crap. The acceptance I need is from myself. Fuck anyone who decided I wasn’t worth shit. I’m so over this, and I don’t need any more of this negativity. I just want to stop seeing and hearing constant reminders of how I failed and what I’m missing out on. Fuck you guys. If I’m not good enough for you, whatever. Thanks for making me feel like complete shit, but also I just don’t give a shit anymore. You lost someone that could have been great. I sure as hell am not even gonna try anymore.